"I List"

The "I" List (I did this backwards, just for fun. Start at the bottom and then move up. It's way better that way.)

I am: so sick of this horrendous chapped lip thing i have going on below my bottom lip... it itches like crazy.... i never have this bad chapped lips its gotta be the pregnancy... weird things happen to your body when your pregnant.

I think: that no one should ever judge other peoples kids and the way they are raised because no ones kids are perfect.... it's hard not to gossip though.

I know: I have the best husband and daughter in the world... they were meant to be in my life and without them well I just don't want to think about that.

I want: to go spend money on home decor

I have: had bad hair since I can remember I spend more time fixing my hair than doing anything else, well probably not only about a 1/2 hr a day but that's everyday... if my hair is not looking the way I want it I feel like crap for the whole rest of the day.

I dislike: hypocrites.... and I am sorry to anyone who ever at one time or another thought I was being one... i would never want to come across like that.

I miss: when we went on our trip to the oregon coast... it was so much fun... it went by way too fast. I look forward to April when me and David our taking a day trip to Seattle just us, and to July for hopefully a trip to Yellowstone for a family reunion.

I fear: being unprepared for the second coming. With out food storage and not studied up enough with my scriptures.

I feel: tired but I have some stuff I need to get done tonight while Sami is asleep and so I need to put those thoughts of sleep aside for a bit.

I hear: Sami playing and in a good mood, she loves having daddy home at night.

I smell: yucky smells that I can't stand and they make my eyes water and I have to leave the room so I don't hurl, hence the reason it is 7:30 and I am in here while my husband who needs to do homework is out there watching Sami because he just had our left over Salmon that I was fine eating last night but yuck tonight, the woe's of pregnancy!

I crave: thrist.... for water mainly in the middle of the night but am too tired to get up!

I usually: drink Dr. Pepper... it is my favorite thing to drink... it is heaven!

I search: for the best deals on home and crafting stuff... grocceries I don't worry too much about but I don't shop at Safeway, Albertsons, or Yokes if I can help it they are so overpriced.

I wonder: Why there are so many stupid people on this earth but Heavenly Father still loves them for there good.

I regret: not finishing college before we got married I had plenty of time to do it... what was I thinking.

I love: My family more than anything.

I care: About my family sooooo much!

I always: over analyze everything... part of my organization... when something unexpected happens I get stressed.

I worry: about our life just standing still... because of the economy, and I definitely worry that this president is going to do something really really bad.

I am not: the best house cleaner but that is a new goal for me... because if I don't start now all hell's going to break loose when baby #2 comes along! I have made my bed for the last week straight... it is such a nice feeling.

I remember: nothing at times and alot at other times. I have to write out lists when I have a project going on so I don't forget something... if it is not written down I will forget. I have 3 differernt calendars in my kitchen... one is a dry erase month by month, another is just a birthday one, and another is a regular one that i just look through to mark major things on them for months in advance... I also have a planner for my piano just piano in my purse and a baby events calendar in my purse... Yeah I know odd really odd now I explain myself.

I believe: In my Savior that he is my redeemer and that he died that we can live again

I sing: when I hear a good song... and a lot of the time it is on a movie or someone else is singing it...

I don't always: take the time out to smell the roses and enjoy my life how it is... it has gotten worse since I have been pregnant I just want to be going going going all the time... I hardly ever just sit unless I am sick... but if that is the case I am watching something on TV or trying to fall asleep.

I write: lists of things I want to do to decorate or ideas I have for things to make... etc.. I have notebook after notebook of lists of things...

I win: at the best route to get places or some big decisions... my husband will never forget how when he first came to visit me I told him buy your ticket early it will be cheap and he didn't believe me and so he bought it late and spent an extra $200 dollars... I know odd trivia like that... that wasn't very odd but I know things like that.

I wish: I could have a kitchen where I would go in it and speak to the counter or something and say I want to make this or I want to eat this and the ingredients would just pop up out of nowhere... especially now with all my wild cravings

I can usually be found: doing some new home decorating project which could also include crafts or organizing... I love those three things... they are what I think about all the time, I have lists and lists of things and ideas I have.... just not the budget to help out... it's madness I tell you.

I am scared: of snakes have bad dreams about them all the time, something in the day will trigger it and than I am ruined for a few nights. The mention of them make my skin crawl, and even just seeing a sec of them flipping channels I can't sleep. Cartoon snakes don't bother me.... it's all about the skin! YUCK!

I need: to spend more and more time every day playing with my daughter

I forget: to enjoy my non busy part of life time, I am always wishing for excitement and being busy!

I am happy: When we are all healthy and my husband has a job! Which is right now YEAH!!!!