It's been a whirlwind lately in our home...
I stack where I can stack and we live around it...
Saturday it was nice and Sami has been begging me to take her to the park and so I decided we would go. We hit up the store to grab picnic munchies and headed to the park...
Daphne kept trying to crawl off the end of the play area... she thinks she is invincible
My tall Sami... running off to the next fun thing
We got Capri Suns, oreos, cheese sticks, and pringles. I ate a chicken ceasar salad... and we shared a twix!
Daphne hate this step... most of the time she would get down and back over it on her knees
She was being a grump she didn't like the fact that I restricted her to the stairs she could climb and the little slide. But once she started going down it with her sister she enjoyed it!
She kept crawling through the tunnel and I caught her face but than she of course had to point at the camera! Silly girl!
I love my girls... they make the days rough sometimes (Sami) but it makes me less nervous about moving to a strange city because I have them. They will help me to fit in. Last night our home teacher came for one last time and he shared the message with us about taking the right perspective either glass half full or half empty. It was just the lesson I needed to hear. After being in the Primary Presidency for such a short time I have learned to be more outgoing and I know it has helped paved the way for it to be easier for me in our new ward. I hope there friendly I hope they are nice, and not insulting... I hope I make the best of it instead of mope around.
I know there is always going to be situations where I get my feelings hurt, you can't avoid those, those happen even when you think people are good enough friends they wouldn't do that. That's just how life goes. In my 30 years I have had my feelings hurt a lot, whether it be my marriage status (pre-marriage), who I dated, where we are living, how much money my husband makes, how much I weight, how cool I dress, if my kids are potty trained etc... most of that stuff I can't help. I love my life and someday I will have the good life but than I will still have my own challenges of not fitting in etc... but in the end... having close friends is nice, but it's not really what matters... what matters most is ME... and how I deal with things.
Wish me luck and please keep in touch with me!
